Holding On
It’s just crazy because the first week, Lauden cried. The following week was my turn. After that came Inday. It’s not necessarily in that same order everytime but many times did we three breakdown for different reasons. I hate the fact that I have to be responsible for the consequences of my actions but it’s a fact that I can’t escape. It’s just very comforting to know that we’re never alone and that people go through the same hell as me so we just have to stick together and stand up for one another.
I owe these two ladies a great deal because they have kept me sane during those pathetic times when my hormones got the best of me. Many times did we tell each other that we were gonna quit, that we were gonna drop things off, but we ended up growing stronger and wiser together and it’s such a nice realization that we can actually take on these colossal challenges and live to tell a tale.
I am now psyched to take on new things. I haven’t had a full weekend break, I spend most of my hours at the office but I’m not upset this time. Today I spent 11 long hours there but it’s surprisingly okay. It’s probably because I am now getting the hang of it (which is supposed to be tragic… weekends and holidays are supposed to be fun!). I guess I’ve learned not to get too comfortable with comfort because its what makes a person unproductive, in a way. My ambitions have now sprung back to life and I like it.
Okay, so here’s my newfound order of priorities:
God - yes, I’ve gone back to praying everyday!
family - inspiration behind all my hardwork
relationships (with kirk and with my friends) - they help me survive it all
career - i just could not put this on top for some reason, but hey it gets most of my attention nevertheless.
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